Maggie - I too type this with a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes! Having recently been thru a kidney cancer surgery, I can only tell you how much the people on this board are/will/and can be there for you - as many have said above - thank you for sharing this very personal situation in your life and know that there are many many people keeping you in prayer and thought and wishing you strength, peace and love as you go thru this. All I can offer right now is a big hug, :hug: :hug: and my thoughts and prayers.