Oh Margo - I am sor sorry to hear about your friend. I too figured you were just busy training.
Our loss of loved ones is never easy. It is very sad to have a friend pass away.
And while I certainly feel the pain of losing your friend, the pain of losing a beloved pet who was a member of your family for 17 years is difficult too. Our pets can be like our children - they live with you and you care for them daily. They have personalities of their own. It is a separate kind of loss that still causes us pain.
Glad you came back to share with us - we do understand and send love your way.