Hi All, I just checked in here to find out how Ngaire is doing and found this. We called 911 a week ago Thursday night because I couldn't seem to get my breathing under control. Good decision on our parts. When paramedics put me in the ambulance my blood oxygen was 81 and my heart rate was 150. I had a lung infection that I was not aware of and of course a good bit of my usual combo of panic and anxiety. Lots of testing, lots of good ICU care and I was able to be home for Thanksgiving. I was blessed to have both of my kids here and am feeling much better and more optimistic. Thankfully that God awful Bi Pap machine did not come home with me! I miss all of you so much. I may have been down, but I'm far from out!